Absolution

Copyright 2002 Julian Shrago, Words and Music
Ripped and torn my mind's so worn
And my body aches of guilt
I'm slipping deep into the darkness
My life is on full tilt

My integrity seems all too fractured
My moral structure is breaking down
I need so badly to be raptured
And bury my burdens in the ground

Bury my burdens in the ground...

        So lay down on me
        A blanket of absolution
        These feelings inside me
        That only time will solve

This is a most painfull lesson
One I wish I needn't learn
I feel a twisting knife inside me
A slow and sharp subconscious burn

My vitrtues are my own undoing
My life it desparately needs truing
But I must now beat myself so bloody tender

And I'll never surrender...

        So lay down on me
        A blanket of absolution
        These feelings inside me
        That only time will solve
  
        I need the strength
        To heal my mind
        This conflict inside me
        Breaks my heart and spine

Learning to live with imperfections
I know that my foundation's strong
I have just come to accept
That sometimes I do what is wrong

My guilt tells me that I'll be found
And that I shouldn't feel so lost
I've found my light and taken hold
My actions now profound and bold.

And I don't feel so cold...

        So lay down on me
        A blanket of absolution
        These feelings inside me
        That only time will solve

        I've found the strength
        To heal my mind
        The fruits of my life
        Are ripe on the vine